1 00:06:20,580 --> 00:06:26,480 Transparent Cradle (Toumei na Yurikago) 2 00:06:36,480 --> 00:06:42,200 Episode 07 - Small Notebook 3 00:00:34,170 --> 00:00:37,510 Have you been polishing without sleeping? 4 00:00:42,140 --> 00:00:44,920 Good morning! 5 00:00:45,090 --> 00:00:46,060 Look! 6 00:00:46,800 --> 00:00:48,490 It got cleaner. 7 00:00:49,240 --> 00:00:51,490 It comes off little by little. 8 00:00:51,780 --> 00:00:54,070 I'll keep doing my best until it's restored. 9 00:01:00,240 --> 00:01:01,370 I'm sorry... 10 00:01:01,550 --> 00:01:04,840 Since you liked this and bought it... 11 00:01:06,860 --> 00:01:09,110 It's fine to use it like that. 12 00:01:22,820 --> 00:01:25,860 - Hey, yesterday... - Here's the toothpaste. 13 00:01:26,070 --> 00:01:29,400 This is the best since it's the most abrasive. 14 00:01:29,440 --> 00:01:32,000 The steel ball works better than the sponge. 15 00:01:32,500 --> 00:01:33,810 Use this red toothbrush. 16 00:01:33,810 --> 00:01:36,530 Doing it like this makes it prettier. 17 00:01:36,670 --> 00:01:38,940 I already told you it's fine! 18 00:01:42,790 --> 00:01:46,220 But this is something that you... 19 00:01:46,220 --> 00:01:49,520 Something like that... is only 1,000 yen. 20 00:01:50,430 --> 00:01:52,710 It's fine to buy another one. 21 00:01:52,920 --> 00:01:54,790 Today is the new school term. 22 00:01:55,100 --> 00:01:57,360 Are you going to work without sleeping? 23 00:01:57,490 --> 00:02:00,000 Isn't it strange for you to be polishing all night? 24 00:02:09,800 --> 00:02:10,980 I'm sorry. 25 00:02:14,230 --> 00:02:17,350 Well, no... no, no, no. Um... 26 00:02:18,580 --> 00:02:22,590 Well um... you've done enough already. 27 00:02:23,300 --> 00:02:24,220 Right? 28 00:02:25,470 --> 00:02:26,150 Yeah. 29 00:02:30,150 --> 00:02:31,960 Even your hair is wet. 30 00:02:32,360 --> 00:02:34,370 You look like a child playing with water. 31 00:02:37,050 --> 00:02:38,840 What? 32 00:02:39,080 --> 00:02:42,880 Didn't you say 18 years old are adults? 33 00:02:46,560 --> 00:02:50,850 18 years old are still children. 34 00:02:51,820 --> 00:02:54,990 Oh, if you say so. 35 00:02:57,550 --> 00:02:59,190 Shall I make breakfast? 36 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:00,530 Yeah. 37 00:03:00,530 --> 00:03:01,460 Yeah? 38 00:03:07,880 --> 00:03:13,210 Mom will be glad if it gets shiny like before. 39 00:03:17,140 --> 00:03:21,650 That was the only thing in my head all night. 40 00:03:29,790 --> 00:03:31,060 Mika-chan? 41 00:03:36,030 --> 00:03:37,400 Aota? 42 00:03:37,980 --> 00:03:39,060 Who's that? 43 00:03:39,310 --> 00:03:40,730 I'm Ishiguro Aoi! 44 00:03:40,730 --> 00:03:42,100 We went to elementary school together. 45 00:03:42,100 --> 00:03:44,440 My parents divorced so my family name changed. 46 00:03:46,610 --> 00:03:47,470 Aoi-chan!? 47 00:03:47,470 --> 00:03:48,450 Yeah, yeah. 48 00:03:48,480 --> 00:03:49,610 Huh? 49 00:03:49,800 --> 00:03:52,580 What? No way! Huh? How nostalgic! 50 00:03:52,580 --> 00:03:54,880 - It's been a long time. - How surprising! It's been a long time! 51 00:03:56,440 --> 00:04:02,690 Currently 36 weeks pregnant... Suspected pre-eclampsia... 52 00:04:06,300 --> 00:04:07,460 Sayako-san. 53 00:04:07,500 --> 00:04:09,860 - Yeah? - What does this mark mean? 54 00:04:12,110 --> 00:04:14,090 It means that someone is dead. 55 00:04:14,090 --> 00:04:17,820 Huh? Mika-chan's mother passed away? 56 00:04:18,270 --> 00:04:21,870 She's not in contact with her father or brother? 57 00:04:25,410 --> 00:04:27,280 You're a childhood friend, right? 58 00:04:28,310 --> 00:04:29,880 Stay by her side. 59 00:04:29,980 --> 00:04:31,450 I'm sure she'll be relieved. 60 00:04:32,690 --> 00:04:33,820 Okay. 61 00:04:41,480 --> 00:04:44,700 I can't believe that you're a nurse. 62 00:04:44,820 --> 00:04:47,200 What? Is it strange? 63 00:04:48,580 --> 00:04:50,860 Your blood pressure is still high. 64 00:04:51,280 --> 00:04:54,370 And your urine protein is too. 65 00:04:54,920 --> 00:04:56,940 Let's do our best for your baby. 66 00:04:57,200 --> 00:04:59,190 You're a diligent nurse. 67 00:04:59,190 --> 00:05:01,010 I'm still just an apprentice. 68 00:05:01,090 --> 00:05:03,200 Since I'm in a four year high school. 69 00:05:03,200 --> 00:05:04,700 Huh? 70 00:05:04,870 --> 00:05:07,120 You're working hard Aoi-chan. 71 00:05:07,880 --> 00:05:08,750 I am. 72 00:05:11,860 --> 00:05:13,560 Isn't that a mother and child notebook? 73 00:05:13,610 --> 00:05:14,490 Yeah. 74 00:05:16,240 --> 00:05:20,530 You've written so much and your child hasn't been born yet. 75 00:05:20,550 --> 00:05:21,580 It's fine. 76 00:05:22,210 --> 00:05:27,540 I want to write as many books as possible and show my child when they've grown up. 77 00:05:35,230 --> 00:05:36,320 That's... 78 00:05:37,790 --> 00:05:41,090 This is from before I was born. 79 00:05:42,990 --> 00:05:45,160 The one you always had before? 80 00:05:46,530 --> 00:05:51,060 Because I had this, I've survived. 81 00:05:56,410 --> 00:06:01,540 I also knew that little notebook. 82 00:06:09,300 --> 00:06:15,250 I have never been able to open it. 83 00:06:38,290 --> 00:06:40,550 She'll get angry again... 84 00:07:04,830 --> 00:07:06,410 I did that. 85 00:07:08,380 --> 00:07:11,140 I poured the powder out of the window. 86 00:07:11,830 --> 00:07:13,210 I'm sorry. 87 00:07:13,210 --> 00:07:17,550 The water... is being used by them. 88 00:07:18,170 --> 00:07:19,790 How about the park? 89 00:07:20,500 --> 00:07:21,720 There's water there. 90 00:07:21,720 --> 00:07:23,390 - Let's go! - Yeah! 91 00:07:29,600 --> 00:07:31,360 Where have you been? 92 00:07:32,390 --> 00:07:33,930 The park... 93 00:07:33,930 --> 00:07:36,300 A girl from my class, Mika-chan, 94 00:07:36,300 --> 00:07:40,970 was being bullied by boys and I covered her in chalk powder. 95 00:07:41,050 --> 00:07:44,700 Since Mika-chan turned all white, 96 00:07:44,700 --> 00:07:45,650 we decided to wash it off in the park. 97 00:07:45,650 --> 00:07:49,430 But that's because the water at school was being used by the boys. 98 00:07:49,430 --> 00:07:51,080 And there was a dog in the park. 99 00:07:51,080 --> 00:07:52,990 Didn't you hear the chime at 5? 100 00:07:54,770 --> 00:07:57,620 You heard it and thought it would be fine? 101 00:07:58,090 --> 00:07:59,860 Or did you not hear it? 102 00:08:02,190 --> 00:08:03,930 I didn't hear it. 103 00:08:06,810 --> 00:08:10,140 You promised you'd be home by the 5 o'clock chime. 104 00:08:10,800 --> 00:08:14,140 You have to practice your math and kanji. 105 00:08:15,120 --> 00:08:16,640 I'll do it now. 106 00:08:18,300 --> 00:08:19,610 Now? 107 00:08:20,250 --> 00:08:22,080 It's already 7 o'clock. 108 00:08:24,710 --> 00:08:28,510 Today, copy kanji and do math problems, 109 00:08:28,510 --> 00:08:30,670 it has to be turned in tomorrow. 110 00:08:31,270 --> 00:08:33,190 Then you have a third grade drill. 111 00:08:33,190 --> 00:08:34,980 Aren't you a fourth year student? 112 00:08:35,240 --> 00:08:38,000 How can you not calculate simple addition? 113 00:08:38,230 --> 00:08:39,530 Is this on purpose? 114 00:08:39,590 --> 00:08:42,170 Are you making fun of your mother? 115 00:08:42,600 --> 00:08:44,170 Wait! 116 00:08:46,230 --> 00:08:47,590 Sit down! 117 00:08:49,500 --> 00:08:51,840 Can't you sit quietly? 118 00:09:00,900 --> 00:09:02,700 Is it okay to eat? 119 00:09:07,020 --> 00:09:11,470 Do you not understand that your mother is mad? 120 00:09:12,850 --> 00:09:14,770 Listen to me Aoi! 121 00:09:18,100 --> 00:09:22,370 Things are tough between you and your mom? 122 00:09:22,670 --> 00:09:23,410 Yeah. 123 00:09:23,410 --> 00:09:25,410 Mika-chan too? 124 00:09:26,800 --> 00:09:31,580 It's different at my house. 125 00:09:33,430 --> 00:09:36,250 I don't want to go home. 126 00:09:36,540 --> 00:09:39,390 Hey, why don't I show you something good? 127 00:09:40,050 --> 00:09:42,590 My treasure. 128 00:09:50,030 --> 00:09:52,440 Mother... and... 129 00:09:53,480 --> 00:09:55,510 It says "Mother and Child Notebook". 130 00:09:55,600 --> 00:09:59,140 It was written when I was born. 131 00:10:00,040 --> 00:10:01,160 I read it. 132 00:10:01,160 --> 00:10:02,650 It makes me laugh. 133 00:10:04,530 --> 00:10:09,200 "Mika-chan, when you were born your face was homely." 134 00:10:09,250 --> 00:10:11,690 "The first thought I had 135 00:10:11,690 --> 00:10:15,490 was that if you look like this as an adult, I'm sorry." 136 00:10:15,690 --> 00:10:18,630 What? It's funny. 137 00:10:18,630 --> 00:10:21,930 "I was very surprised today." 138 00:10:22,100 --> 00:10:25,450 "Your poop was completely white." 139 00:10:25,500 --> 00:10:27,170 She even wrote about that? 140 00:10:28,190 --> 00:10:31,380 I read it everyday and it still makes me laugh. 141 00:10:31,440 --> 00:10:32,680 Anymore? 142 00:10:32,680 --> 00:10:34,480 No more. 143 00:10:35,870 --> 00:10:39,420 I'll only tell you about the funny ones. 144 00:10:39,420 --> 00:10:42,720 Huh? What else is there? 145 00:10:44,630 --> 00:10:47,680 Some happy things. 146 00:10:50,610 --> 00:10:52,560 Aoi-chan should have one too. 147 00:10:52,610 --> 00:10:54,200 Look for it. 148 00:10:55,760 --> 00:10:56,570 Yeah... 149 00:11:00,930 --> 00:11:03,070 Your blood pressure is stable. 150 00:11:03,470 --> 00:11:06,410 The protein in your urine has lessened 151 00:11:06,410 --> 00:11:08,480 so you don't need to be hospitalized. 152 00:11:09,810 --> 00:11:11,380 I see... 153 00:11:14,800 --> 00:11:19,870 Well, it says you've already had a physical examination at the maternity hospital. 154 00:11:20,030 --> 00:11:21,990 What did the clinic tell you? 155 00:11:22,640 --> 00:11:28,330 In light of my pregnancy, I needed to stay away from salt and stay home as much as possible. 156 00:11:28,430 --> 00:11:30,500 Do you want to be hospitalized? 157 00:11:30,650 --> 00:11:33,070 Do you need a referral for a hospital? 158 00:11:33,990 --> 00:11:37,280 It's not that far, so I'll be okay at home. 159 00:11:43,990 --> 00:11:49,250 This is just a guess so please tell me if I'm wrong. 160 00:11:51,180 --> 00:11:55,160 Ishizawa-san, do you have a home to return to? 161 00:11:56,500 --> 00:11:59,000 Are you having troubles? 162 00:12:01,540 --> 00:12:03,130 Sorry... 163 00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:10,710 You can be hospitalized here until you give birth so don't worry. 164 00:12:12,320 --> 00:12:17,450 But we'll have to talk about support after you give birth. 165 00:12:20,310 --> 00:12:24,420 I... was in an orphanage. 166 00:12:24,920 --> 00:12:29,530 But I had to leave the facility after I turned 18. 167 00:12:35,100 --> 00:12:39,740 I was also kicked out by my boyfriend. 168 00:12:40,070 --> 00:12:41,310 That's... 169 00:12:41,780 --> 00:12:43,410 Even though your stomach is so big. 170 00:12:44,440 --> 00:12:46,010 Awful. 171 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:48,880 Is it really awful? 172 00:12:48,880 --> 00:12:51,480 It is awful, naturally. 173 00:12:51,970 --> 00:12:54,890 Only a bad guy would kick out a pregnant woman. 174 00:12:55,450 --> 00:12:59,290 That kind of man deserves to go to hell! 175 00:13:01,260 --> 00:13:03,560 That's just like you! 176 00:13:05,810 --> 00:13:10,570 But I thought it was normal to get kicked out. 177 00:13:14,580 --> 00:13:16,640 - It's here? - Yeah. 178 00:13:19,170 --> 00:13:20,800 Be careful. 179 00:13:28,660 --> 00:13:30,020 We're here. 180 00:13:30,960 --> 00:13:32,020 Here? 181 00:13:32,730 --> 00:13:34,340 This is your home? 182 00:13:36,740 --> 00:13:37,730 Yeah... 183 00:13:38,590 --> 00:13:41,470 It'll be fine! Like your living alone! 184 00:13:42,210 --> 00:13:45,250 Really? Come in. We'll have a snack. 185 00:13:45,360 --> 00:13:46,370 Yeah. 186 00:14:16,560 --> 00:14:17,770 Who are you? 187 00:14:18,950 --> 00:14:20,110 I'm sorry! 188 00:14:27,510 --> 00:14:29,010 Mika-chan... 189 00:14:31,070 --> 00:14:33,370 Who told you to come in? 190 00:14:33,370 --> 00:14:35,150 I'm sorry Mom. 191 00:14:35,150 --> 00:14:37,610 Sneaking in to steal food! 192 00:14:37,610 --> 00:14:38,760 Thief! 193 00:14:40,420 --> 00:14:44,130 You're still carrying that around? 194 00:14:44,820 --> 00:14:46,500 What's so interesting about it? 195 00:14:46,500 --> 00:14:48,530 I'm sorry, Mom! 196 00:14:51,290 --> 00:14:53,000 This dirty notebook. 197 00:14:53,050 --> 00:14:55,460 Give it back! It's my treasure! 198 00:14:55,540 --> 00:14:56,470 What? 199 00:14:56,630 --> 00:14:58,180 This is garbage! 200 00:15:05,310 --> 00:15:06,950 Hurry up and go away! 201 00:15:26,350 --> 00:15:28,840 Mika-chan, are you okay? 202 00:15:29,390 --> 00:15:30,580 Don't worry. 203 00:15:31,200 --> 00:15:32,440 But... 204 00:15:33,290 --> 00:15:36,080 The notebook got taken. 205 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:47,290 I was a child of my mother's previous marriage. 206 00:15:48,630 --> 00:15:52,530 My mom got remarried and had my little brother. 207 00:15:54,080 --> 00:15:56,570 I just got in the way, didn't I? 208 00:15:57,510 --> 00:16:01,570 My new dad hated me a lot. 209 00:16:05,810 --> 00:16:09,010 Isn't it strange that I still have this? 210 00:16:10,670 --> 00:16:11,720 Yeah. 211 00:16:16,480 --> 00:16:20,430 I'm relieved when I see it. 212 00:16:22,870 --> 00:16:25,560 No matter how bad it got back then, 213 00:16:27,540 --> 00:16:30,000 I still thought that I was loved. 214 00:16:42,720 --> 00:16:46,020 That's dangerous, Takkun. 215 00:16:47,590 --> 00:16:51,550 Scissors are dangerous. 216 00:17:06,330 --> 00:17:08,340 That's dangerous! 217 00:17:09,620 --> 00:17:12,870 It hurts! 218 00:17:13,860 --> 00:17:15,420 What's wrong? 219 00:17:17,380 --> 00:17:22,150 - It hurts! - Mom... Takkun was... 220 00:17:22,250 --> 00:17:24,720 It hurts! 221 00:17:25,360 --> 00:17:28,020 What are you doing?! 222 00:17:34,660 --> 00:17:36,800 That scar on your face... 223 00:17:37,720 --> 00:17:38,670 Yeah. 224 00:17:41,620 --> 00:17:43,710 It was noticed at the hospital 225 00:17:45,060 --> 00:17:48,050 so I haven't seen my mother since. 226 00:17:55,220 --> 00:17:57,090 And that notebook? 227 00:17:58,180 --> 00:18:00,390 Why do you still have it? 228 00:18:02,310 --> 00:18:04,500 When I found out I was pregnant, 229 00:18:06,770 --> 00:18:09,130 I was still at the facility. 230 00:18:10,820 --> 00:18:13,040 I couldn't say it. 231 00:18:16,530 --> 00:18:21,210 My boyfriend hates me and I have no money... 232 00:18:23,810 --> 00:18:27,090 I thought I was going to die. 233 00:18:31,410 --> 00:18:33,360 Isn't it strange... 234 00:18:35,900 --> 00:18:40,900 At that time, the Child Consultation Center contacted me 235 00:18:43,700 --> 00:18:46,500 to tell me that my mother had passed away. 236 00:18:52,890 --> 00:18:54,910 It seems to be about you. 237 00:18:54,970 --> 00:18:56,650 Take only what you need. 238 00:18:56,650 --> 00:18:58,950 After that, it'll be disposed of. 239 00:19:53,740 --> 00:19:55,070 That's... 240 00:19:56,100 --> 00:19:59,840 I didn't think that I was so hated. 241 00:20:02,360 --> 00:20:08,020 But, despite that, I got determined. 242 00:20:10,630 --> 00:20:15,590 I even said that it would be better if I was never born. 243 00:20:16,570 --> 00:20:18,260 That I should die. 244 00:20:21,330 --> 00:20:22,700 Nonetheless... 245 00:21:01,660 --> 00:21:04,010 "...completely white." 246 00:21:24,870 --> 00:21:27,800 I can't forgive my mother. 247 00:21:29,710 --> 00:21:35,210 But I don't hate her. 248 00:21:44,820 --> 00:21:51,690 I wonder if I can understand how she felt when I become a mother. 249 00:21:58,310 --> 00:21:59,900 I hope so. 250 00:22:02,800 --> 00:22:06,770 And you? 251 00:22:08,410 --> 00:22:09,440 Huh? 252 00:22:11,190 --> 00:22:14,510 Is your mother nicer? 253 00:22:20,980 --> 00:22:22,690 Much... 254 00:22:30,150 --> 00:22:35,370 Then Ishizawa Mika-san can be supported? 255 00:22:36,290 --> 00:22:37,240 Okay. 256 00:22:38,220 --> 00:22:40,570 Then thank you for tomorrow. 257 00:22:40,630 --> 00:22:41,840 Excuse me. 258 00:22:43,400 --> 00:22:45,680 - Is the Health Care Center going to cooperate? - Yeah. 259 00:22:45,680 --> 00:22:47,670 A welfare officer will be coming. 260 00:22:47,670 --> 00:22:49,610 As well as someone from the orphanage. 261 00:22:50,530 --> 00:22:51,880 I'm glad. 262 00:22:52,150 --> 00:22:57,490 They'll refer her to a home for mothers and children as well as explain adoption to her. 263 00:23:00,030 --> 00:23:02,890 Will she be separated from her baby? 264 00:23:05,700 --> 00:23:11,440 Just because she was abused, it doesn't mean Ishizawa-san would abuse her child. 265 00:23:12,070 --> 00:23:18,040 But, since there are many ways to raise children, I think it's best if she knows. 266 00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:29,320 Even if it's their own child, you don't know if they'll love them or not. 267 00:23:34,340 --> 00:23:36,340 Not everyone knows that. 268 00:23:37,540 --> 00:23:41,370 I think I'd be very anxious if I was pregnant. 269 00:23:47,830 --> 00:23:51,310 You don't seem to have a good role model around. 270 00:23:51,780 --> 00:23:54,680 Your mother was very worried. 271 00:24:05,170 --> 00:24:06,090 What's wrong? 272 00:24:10,050 --> 00:24:16,740 My mother doesn't like me. 273 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:19,470 Huh? 274 00:24:23,220 --> 00:24:26,780 My mother and I haven't been doing well for a long time. 275 00:24:27,730 --> 00:24:29,480 It's my fault. 276 00:24:32,410 --> 00:24:34,120 But that's... 277 00:24:39,550 --> 00:24:40,660 Always. 278 00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:51,340 My mom wonders why she has a child like me. 279 00:24:54,740 --> 00:24:59,980 She always told me I was embarrassing. 280 00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:17,230 And yesterday, she told me I was strange. 281 00:25:27,470 --> 00:25:29,190 I'm sorry... 282 00:25:30,110 --> 00:25:31,540 It'll be fine. 283 00:25:35,300 --> 00:25:40,890 Ishizawa-san's caused you to remember a lot of things. 284 00:25:44,020 --> 00:25:45,860 Sorry, I didn't know. 285 00:25:54,810 --> 00:25:56,930 I'm truly sorry. 286 00:25:57,180 --> 00:25:59,170 Sorry for the inconvenience. 287 00:25:59,830 --> 00:26:02,310 Well, it's fortunate that there were no injuries. 288 00:26:02,650 --> 00:26:06,740 But the water in the pool is very dirty now... 289 00:26:07,250 --> 00:26:10,950 Um... why was she in the pool? 290 00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:14,690 Can you explain yourself? 291 00:26:17,410 --> 00:26:21,560 Mika-chan's indoor shoes were hidden. 292 00:26:21,900 --> 00:26:23,890 We looked hard for them. 293 00:26:24,990 --> 00:26:29,630 I saw what looked like her shoes in the pool. 294 00:26:32,620 --> 00:26:34,770 Did you jump in? 295 00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:38,280 It seems she climbed over the wire netting. 296 00:26:39,530 --> 00:26:41,550 But I was wrong. 297 00:26:42,160 --> 00:26:45,380 It was a volleyball, not the shoes. 298 00:26:45,860 --> 00:26:47,420 It was stupid of me. 299 00:26:47,580 --> 00:26:51,960 I think the sixth year class accidentally dropped it in. 300 00:26:52,370 --> 00:26:56,430 It can still be used if it's dried. 301 00:26:56,560 --> 00:27:03,130 If you use the air pump from the physical education storeroom, then you can still use it. 302 00:27:12,350 --> 00:27:13,600 Smelly! 303 00:27:17,770 --> 00:27:19,580 Hurry up! 304 00:27:25,740 --> 00:27:28,160 She fell into the pool. 305 00:27:31,820 --> 00:27:32,700 Ouch! 306 00:27:32,700 --> 00:27:34,330 Come quickly! 307 00:27:35,100 --> 00:27:38,270 Aren't you embarrassed for being like this all the time? 308 00:27:43,680 --> 00:27:47,280 You're strange. 309 00:27:53,590 --> 00:27:57,420 I didn't tell Mika-chan about it 310 00:27:58,160 --> 00:28:02,530 but I was also looking for the Mother and Child handbook. 311 00:28:30,110 --> 00:28:33,860 You're strange. 312 00:28:39,670 --> 00:28:44,500 But I was afraid to see what was written 313 00:28:46,130 --> 00:28:48,440 so I couldn't open it. 314 00:28:50,830 --> 00:28:52,010 Turn it in. 315 00:28:54,270 --> 00:28:58,120 After that, my parents divorced 316 00:28:59,860 --> 00:29:04,620 and I was probably the cause of it. 317 00:29:10,750 --> 00:29:15,340 This is something that psychiatry has recently begun looking into. 318 00:29:15,340 --> 00:29:26,710 I can't be certain of it but Aoi-san possibly has a disease called attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. 319 00:29:27,790 --> 00:29:31,810 Huh? She has an illness? 320 00:29:31,810 --> 00:29:33,280 Possibly. 321 00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:37,490 Aoi-san's unexpected behavior is caused 322 00:29:37,630 --> 00:29:41,730 by a congenital brain dysfunction. 323 00:29:42,020 --> 00:29:47,230 It's the same as a child with asthma suffering seizures. 324 00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:51,700 Aoi-san concentrates too much and her surroundings disappear. 325 00:29:51,780 --> 00:29:55,710 She's unable to suppress impulses. 326 00:29:57,670 --> 00:30:00,410 The same as asthma... 327 00:30:00,500 --> 00:30:04,140 So Aoi-san having a strange mind 328 00:30:04,410 --> 00:30:08,590 has nothing to do with how you raised her. 329 00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:26,000 I can't forget my mother's face at this time. 330 00:30:28,700 --> 00:30:34,610 I wonder how much she has suffered. 331 00:30:38,650 --> 00:30:40,950 Just for being my mother. 332 00:30:51,140 --> 00:30:52,760 Did you pass? 333 00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:54,630 Yeah. 334 00:30:55,160 --> 00:30:59,300 What? I didn't get a call so I thought you didn't. 335 00:31:00,650 --> 00:31:02,370 I passed. 336 00:31:02,930 --> 00:31:05,480 I thought it best to tell you in person. 337 00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:11,050 I was so worried. 338 00:31:14,100 --> 00:31:20,120 Mom, I'll be a nurse. 339 00:31:23,850 --> 00:31:25,060 Yeah. 340 00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:27,200 Congratulations. 341 00:31:29,150 --> 00:31:31,670 I want to see my mom's happy face. 342 00:31:33,700 --> 00:31:35,670 I've always thought that. 343 00:31:37,440 --> 00:31:43,410 But I rarely managed to do it. 344 00:31:47,170 --> 00:31:48,450 Aota-san? 345 00:31:55,120 --> 00:31:56,690 Ao-chan! 346 00:31:58,750 --> 00:32:01,060 I need to make the bed in room 3. 347 00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:09,570 Hey, tell me if it's too difficult. 348 00:32:12,230 --> 00:32:13,080 Okay. 349 00:32:13,660 --> 00:32:15,380 Thank you very much. 350 00:32:19,310 --> 00:32:21,850 As long as the children are fine. 351 00:32:21,910 --> 00:32:26,260 After all, you have to worry about injuries and accidents. 352 00:32:26,290 --> 00:32:28,230 That's right. 353 00:32:29,140 --> 00:32:30,990 Just in case, 354 00:32:31,260 --> 00:32:34,870 you should have facility management liability insurance. 355 00:32:34,920 --> 00:32:39,000 Working in insurance now much be tough, huh? 356 00:32:39,900 --> 00:32:42,710 You might go out of business first. 357 00:32:43,870 --> 00:32:45,500 It's fine. 358 00:32:45,500 --> 00:32:47,010 We're a major company. 359 00:32:53,710 --> 00:32:55,620 Um... hello. 360 00:32:58,890 --> 00:33:00,490 Aoi's... 361 00:33:00,710 --> 00:33:04,630 Thank you for the hot water for the milk before. 362 00:33:06,050 --> 00:33:07,630 Mitsuki-chan? 363 00:33:08,520 --> 00:33:09,700 That's right. 364 00:33:11,850 --> 00:33:13,570 Mika-chan, do your best! 365 00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:18,380 I see the head. Keep it up! 366 00:33:18,480 --> 00:33:20,440 Mika-chan, keep going! 367 00:33:26,120 --> 00:33:27,920 Yes, you've given birth. 368 00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:31,990 It's a girl! 369 00:33:35,890 --> 00:33:37,190 - Here, ok. - Ok. 370 00:33:38,300 --> 00:33:40,300 She's full of energy. 371 00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:43,870 How cute. 372 00:33:45,310 --> 00:33:47,400 But I'm so ugly. 373 00:33:49,940 --> 00:33:53,140 - Congratulations Mika-chan. - Thank you. 374 00:34:03,920 --> 00:34:07,820 Mitsuki-chan's grown so much. You're doing your job as a dad properly. 375 00:34:07,970 --> 00:34:11,200 No, I managed to come early today. 376 00:34:11,200 --> 00:34:13,800 Yesterday, I went to pick her up at 9 in the evening. 377 00:34:13,850 --> 00:34:15,830 Recently, I only ever see her sleeping face. 378 00:34:16,100 --> 00:34:18,000 There are times like that. 379 00:34:18,090 --> 00:34:21,170 But I think that I have to do better. 380 00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:23,540 You're impatient. 381 00:34:23,660 --> 00:34:25,980 I thought I wasn't a good parent. 382 00:34:26,130 --> 00:34:27,880 I was easily irritated. 383 00:34:28,110 --> 00:34:29,810 But, I've thought about it. 384 00:34:29,810 --> 00:34:32,220 Things have changed. 385 00:34:33,140 --> 00:34:36,420 I have to work hard because Mitsuki's the most important thing. 386 00:34:36,610 --> 00:34:41,120 If I'm irritated, it'll just make Mitsuki feel bad. 387 00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:43,660 Isn't that strange? 388 00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:48,110 That's why I decided to stop smoking and smile more. 389 00:34:48,860 --> 00:34:51,070 Ma-chan, who died, told me so. 390 00:34:52,680 --> 00:34:55,040 And Mitsuki smiled too. 391 00:35:03,330 --> 00:35:04,680 Is something wrong? 392 00:35:09,590 --> 00:35:11,090 That's right. 393 00:35:13,870 --> 00:35:16,330 It's better if you smile. 394 00:35:35,010 --> 00:35:37,950 Mika-chan, should I carry her? 395 00:35:38,010 --> 00:35:41,020 No, I want to do both. 396 00:35:47,580 --> 00:35:50,530 You're really going to have to write in a second book. 397 00:35:52,910 --> 00:35:56,830 I want to record my current feelings. 398 00:36:03,370 --> 00:36:09,450 Someday, I might forget it. 399 00:37:44,020 --> 00:37:48,470 On August 10th, a week before schedule, 400 00:37:48,510 --> 00:37:50,680 I felt labor pains. 401 00:37:51,430 --> 00:37:53,280 I went to the hospital in a hurry. 402 00:37:55,660 --> 00:37:58,000 That day was a rainy day. 403 00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:02,090 My belly made it hard to get the boots on. 404 00:38:08,910 --> 00:38:12,540 It was very discouraging to give birth alone. 405 00:38:13,150 --> 00:38:15,470 You wouldn't come out. 406 00:38:21,850 --> 00:38:26,480 But when papa came, she was born. 407 00:38:29,020 --> 00:38:34,830 A filial daughter born when mama and papa were together. 408 00:38:42,700 --> 00:38:47,040 When you were born, you were so cute. 409 00:38:49,800 --> 00:38:56,680 Everyone said a newborn baby looks like a monkey, but you didn't. 410 00:38:57,550 --> 00:39:00,050 You were really cute! 411 00:39:05,420 --> 00:39:08,460 Ao-chan, come here. Here! 412 00:39:09,040 --> 00:39:10,140 Come over here. 413 00:39:11,530 --> 00:39:12,140 Come, come! 414 00:39:12,140 --> 00:39:15,070 Come here Ao-chan! 415 00:39:15,070 --> 00:39:17,100 Come here, come! 416 00:39:17,230 --> 00:39:18,670 Over here! 417 00:39:19,070 --> 00:39:20,170 Come! 418 00:39:20,910 --> 00:39:22,770 Ao-chan, come here! 419 00:39:23,170 --> 00:39:25,840 Yeah, yeah, yeah... 420 00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:28,480 Amazing! 421 00:39:28,480 --> 00:39:30,450 Ao-chan walked. 422 00:39:31,460 --> 00:39:35,090 She came to me after I told her to. 423 00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:36,820 It was incredible! 424 00:39:38,740 --> 00:39:42,030 It would be nice if she could start walking as soon as possible. 425 00:39:42,440 --> 00:39:45,330 We could go to various places together 426 00:39:45,330 --> 00:39:48,500 and make a lot of fun memories. 427 00:39:49,490 --> 00:39:52,500 Get older quickly! 428 00:39:54,290 --> 00:39:57,140 Mama will definitely protect you 429 00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:03,910 so please grow up healthy 430 00:40:05,350 --> 00:40:09,120 and be sure to be happy. 431 00:40:12,690 --> 00:40:16,540 From Mommy, who likes Aoi the best in the world. 432 00:41:42,700 --> 00:41:44,650 Sorry, sorry, I forgot! 433 00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:46,420 Add the coffee to both at the same time. 434 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:48,790 I'd like a cup of tea though. 435 00:41:48,940 --> 00:41:50,650 Huh? Then black tea is good. 436 00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:54,390 Why "black tea"... 437 00:42:00,020 --> 00:42:04,500 That little notebook was full of love. 438 00:42:06,050 --> 00:42:08,870 But that pure love 439 00:42:09,190 --> 00:42:11,540 won't continue forever. 440 00:42:13,430 --> 00:42:16,900 Sometimes the shape changes 441 00:42:17,740 --> 00:42:20,420 as it's wounded or distorted. 442 00:42:22,420 --> 00:42:24,420 You can use it. 443 00:42:25,790 --> 00:42:27,010 Okay. 444 00:42:31,410 --> 00:42:34,300 Just for a moment, 445 00:42:35,470 --> 00:42:39,700 there was a witness that I was loved in this world. 446 00:42:40,190 --> 00:42:43,140 We can live. 447 00:42:46,390 --> 00:42:48,380 - Here. Thank you for waiting. - Thank you. 448 00:42:49,140 --> 00:42:50,750 - Is it coffee? - Yeah. 449 00:42:51,320 --> 00:42:55,240 - Did you put it in? - Yeah. 450 00:42:56,090 --> 00:43:04,390 And I feel like I can love someone someday. 451 00:43:08,950 --> 00:43:10,950 Subbed by mikilove13fs 452 00:43:10,950 --> 00:43:12,950 Get it for free at d-addicts and mikilove13fs@LJ 453 00:43:12,950 --> 00:43:14,950 Do not stream, sell, rent or buy theses subs. 454 00:43:14,950 --> 00:43:16,970 Special thanks to all uploaders for raws.